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Whatever is too hard, too dirty, too disagreeable, for me, I may set Quashy to doingBecause I don?t like work, Quashy shall workBecause the sun burns me, Quashy shall stay in the sunQuashy shall earn the money, and I will spend itQuashy shall lie down in every puddle, that I may walk over dry-shodQuashy shall do my will, and not his, all the days of his mortal life, and have such chance of getting to heaven, at last, as I find convenientThis I take to be about what slavery isI defy anybody on earth to read our slave-code, as it stands in our law-books, and make anything else of itTalk of the abuses of slavery! Humbug! The thing itself is the essence of all abuse! And the only reason why the land don?t sink under it, like Sodom and Gomorrah, is because it is used in a way infinitely better than it isFor pity?s sake, for shame?s sake, because we are men born of women, and not savage beasts, many of us do not, and dare not,?we would scorn to use the full power which our savage laws put into our handsAnd he who goes the furthest, and does the worst, only uses within limits the power that the law gives himClare had started up, and, as his manner was when excited, was walking, with hurried steps, up and down the floorHis fine face, classic as that of a Greek statue, seemed actually to burn with the fervor of his feelingsHis large blue eyes flashed, and he gestured with an unconscious eagernessMiss Ophelia had never seen him in this mood before, and she sat perfectly silent
?I declare to you,? said he, suddenly stopping before his cousin ?(It?s no sort of use to talk or to feel on this subject), but I declare to you, there have been times when I have thought, if the whole country would sink, and hide all this injustice and misery from the light, I would willingly sink with itWhen I have been travelling up and down on our boats, or about on my collecting tours, and reflected that every brutal, disgusting, mean, low-lived fellow I met, was allowed by our laws to become absolute despot of as many men, women and children, as he could cheat, steal, or gamble money enough to buy,?when I have seen such men in actual ownership of helpless children, of young girls and women,?I have been ready to curse my country, to curse the human race!?
?Augustine! Augustine!? said Miss Ophelia, ?I?m sure you?ve said enoughI never, in my life, heard anything like this, even at the North
?At the North!? said StClare, with a sudden change of expression, and resuming something of his habitual careless tone?Pooh! your northern folks are cold-blooded; you are cool in everything! You can?t begin to curse up hill and down as we can, when we get fairly at it
?Well, but the question is,? said Miss Ophelia
?O, yes, to be sure, the question is,?and a deuce of a question it is! How came you in this state of sin and misery? Well, I shall answer in the good old words you used to teach me, SundaysI came so by ordinary generationMy servants were my father?s, and, what is more, my mother?s; and now they are mine, they and their increase, which bids fair to be a pretty considerable itemMy father, you know, came first from New England; and he was just such another man as your father,?a regular old Roman,?upright, energetic, noble-minded, with an iron willYour father settled down in New England, to rule over rocks and stones, and to force an existence out of Nature; and mine settled in Louisiana, to rule over men and women, and force existence out of themClare, getting up and walking to a picture at the end of the room, and gazing upward with a face fervent with veneration, ?she was divine! Don?t look at me so!?you know what I mean! She probably was of mortal birth; but, as far as ever I could observe, there was no trace of any human weakness or error about her; and everybody that lives to remember her, whether bond or free, servant, acquaintance, relation, all say the sameWhy, cousin, that mother has been all that has stood between me and utter unbelief for yearsShe was a direct embodiment and personification of the New Testament,?a living fact, to be accounted for, and to be accounted for in no other way than by its truthO, mother! mother!? said StClare, clasping his hands, in a sort of transport; and then suddenly checking himself, he came back, and seating himself on an ottoman, he went on:
?My brother and I were twins; and they say, you know, that twins ought to resemble each other; but we were in all points a contrastHe had black, fiery eyes, coal-black hair, a strong, fine Roman profile, and a rich brown complexionI had blue eyes, golden hair, a Greek outline, and fair complexionHe was active and observing, I dreamy and inactiveHe was generous to his friends and equals, but proud, dominant, overbearing, to inferiors, and utterly unmerciful to whatever set itself up against himTruthful we both were; he from pride and courage, I from a sort of abstract idealityWe loved each other about as boys generally do,?off and on, and in general;?he was my father?s pet, and I my mother?s
?There was a morbid sensitiveness and acuteness of feeling in me on all possible subjects, of which he and my father had no kind of understanding, and with which they could have no possible sympathyBut mother did; and so, when I had quarreled with Alfred, and father looked sternly on me, I used to go off to mother?s room, and sit by shop her
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Arthur was so taken aback that he did not for a moment know what to do or say, and before any impulse of violence could seize him he realized the place and the occasion, and stood silent, waiting
I kept my eyes fixed on Lucy, as did Van Helsing, and we saw a spasm as of rage flit like a shadow over her faceThe sharp teeth clamped togetherThen her eyes closed, and she breathed heavily
Very shortly after she opened her eyes in all their softness, and putting out her poor, pale, thin hand, took Van Helsing's great brown one, drawing it close to her, she kissed it"My true friend," she said, in a faint voice, but with untellable pathos, "My true friend, and his! Oh, guard him, and give me peace!"
"I swear it!" he said solemnly, kneeling beside her and holding up his hand, as one who registers an oathThen he turned to Arthur, and said to him, "Come, my child, take her hand in yours, and kiss her on the forehead, and only once
Their eyes met instead of their lips, and so they partedLucy's eyes closed, and Van Helsing, who had been watching closely, took Arthur's arm, and drew him away
And then Lucy's breathing became stertorous again, and all at once it ceased
"It is all over," said Van Helsing"She is dead!"
I took Arthur by the arm, and led him away to the drawing room, where he sat down, and covered his face with his hands, sobbing in a way that nearly broke me down to see
I went back to the room, and found Van Helsing looking at poor Lucy, and his face was sterner than everSome change had come over her bodyDeath had given back part of her beauty, for her brow and cheeks had recovered some of their flowing linesEven the lips had lost their deadly pallorIt was as if the blood, no longer needed for the working of the heart, had gone to make the harshness of death as little rude as might be
"We thought her dying whilst she slept, and sleeping when she died
I stood beside Van Helsing, and said, "Ah well, poor girl, there is peace for her at lastIt is the end!"
He turned to me, and said with grave solemnity, "Not so, alas! Not soIt is only the beginning!"
When I asked him what he meant, he only shook his head and answered, "We can do nothing as yet
CHAPTER 13
DRSEWARD'S DIARY--cont
The funeral was arranged for the next succeeding day, so that Lucy and her mother might be buried togetherI attended to all the ghastly formalities, and the urbane undertaker proved that his staff was afflicted, or blessed, with something of his own obsequious suavityEven the woman who performed the last offices for the dead remarked to me, in a confidential, brother-professional way, when she had come out from the death chamber,
"She makes a very beautiful corpse, sirIt's quite a privilege to attend on herIt's not too much to say that she will do credit to our establishment!"
I noticed that Van Helsing never kept far awayThis was possible from the disordered state of things in the householdThere were no relatives at hand, and as Arthur had to be back the next day to attend at his father's funeral, we were unable to notify any one who should have been biddenUnder the circumstances, Van Helsing and I took it upon ourselves to examine papers, etcHe insisted upon looking over Lucy's papers himselfI asked him why, for I feared that he, being a foreigner, might not be quite aware of English legal requirements, and so might in ignorance make some unnecessary trouble
He answered me, "I know, I knowYou forget that I am a lawyer as well as a doctorBut this is not altogether for the lawYou knew that, when you avoided the coronerI have more than him to avoidThere may be papers more, such as this
As he spoke he took from his pocket book the memorandum which had been in Lucy's breast, and which she had torn in her shop sleep
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The first desire of the emancipated slave, generally, is for educationThere is nothing that they are not willing to give or do to have their children instructed, and, so far as the writer has observed herself, or taken the testimony of teachers among them, they are remarkably intelligent and quick to learnThe results of schools, founded for them by benevolent individuals in Cincinnati, fully establish this
The author gives the following statement of facts, on the authority of Professor CStowe, then of Lane Seminary, Ohio, with regard to emancipated slaves, now resident in Cincinnati; given to show the capability of the race, even without any very particular assistance or encouragement
The initial letters alone are givenThey are all residents of CincinnatiFurniture maker; twenty years in the city; worth ten thousand dollars, all his own earnings; a BaptistFull black; stolen from Africa; sold in New Orleans; been free fifteen years; paid for himself six hundred dollars; a farmer; owns several farms in Indiana; Presbyterian; probably worth fifteen or twenty thousand dollars, all earned by himselfFull black; dealer in real estate; worth thirty thousand dollars; about forty years old; free six years; paid eighteen hundred dollars for his family; member of the Baptist church; received a legacy from his master, which he has taken good care of, and increasedFull black; coal dealer; about thirty years old; worth eighteen thousand dollars; paid for himself twice, being once defrauded to the amount of sixteen hundred dollars; made all his money by his own efforts?much of it while a slave, hiring his time of his master, and doing business for himself; a fine, gentlemanly fellowThree-fourths black; barber and waiter; from Kentucky; nineteen years free; paid for self and family over three thousand dollars; deacon in the Baptist churchThree-fourths black; white-washer; from Kentucky; nine years free; paid fifteen hundred dollars for self and family; recently died, aged sixty; worth six thousand dollars
Professor Stowe says, ?With all these, except G??, I have been, for some years, personally acquainted, and make my statements from my own knowledge
The writer well remembers an aged colored woman, who was employed as a washerwoman in her father?s familyThe daughter of this woman married a slaveShe was a remarkably active and capable young woman, and, by her industry and thrift, and the most persevering self-denial, raised nine hundred dollars for her husband?s freedom, which she paid, as she raised it, into the hands of his masterShe yet wanted a hundred dollars of the price, when he diedShe never recovered any of the money
These are but few facts, among multitudes which might be adduced, to show the self-denial, energy, patience, and honesty, which the slave has exhibited in a state of freedom
And let it be remembered that these individuals have thus bravely succeeded in conquering for themselves comparative wealth and social position, in the face of every disadvantage and discouragementThe colored man, by the law of Ohio, cannot be a voter, and, till within a few years, was even denied the right of testimony in legal suits with the whiteNor are these instances confined to the State of OhioIn all states of the Union we see men, but yesterday burst from the shackles of slavery, who, by a self-educating force, which cannot be too much admired, have risen to highly respectable stations in societyPennington, among clergymen, Douglas and Ward, among editors, are well known instances
If this persecuted race, with every discouragement and disadvantage, have done thus much, how much more they might do if the Christian church would act towards them in the spirit of her Lord!
This is an age of the world when nations are trembling and convulsedA mighty influence is abroad, surging and heaving the world, as with an earthquakeAnd is America safe? Every nation that carries in its bosom great and unredressed injustice has in it the elements of this last convulsion
For what is this mighty influence thus rousing in all nations and languages those groanings that cannot be uttered, for man?s freedom and equality?
O, Church of Christ, read the signs of the times! Is not this power the spirit of Him whose kingdom is yet to come, and whose will to be done on earth as it is in heaven?
But who may abide the day of his appearing? ?for that day shall burn as an oven: and he shall appear as a swift witness against those that oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and that turn aside the stranger in his right: and he shall break in pieces the oppressor
Are not these dread words for a nation bearing in her bosom so mighty an injustice? Christians! every time that you pray that the kingdom of Christ may come, can you forget that prophecy associates, in dread fellowship, the day of vengeance with the year of his redeemed?
A day of grace is yet held out to usBoth North and South have been guilty before God; and the Christian church has a heavy account to answerNot by combining together, to protect injustice and cruelty, and making a common capital of sin, is this Union to be saved,?but by repentance, justice and mercy; for, not surer is the eternal law by which the millstone sinks in the ocean, than that stronger law, by which injustice and cruelty shall bring on nations the wrath of Almighty God!
Each summer as usual a batch of Chinese students were returning home after completing their studies abroad, and about a dozen of them were aboardMost were young people who had not as yet found employment; they were hastening back to China at the start of the summer vacation to have more time to look for jobsThose who had no worries about jobs would wait until the cool autumn before sailing leisurely toward homeAlthough some of those on board had been students in France, the others, who had been studying in England, Germany and Belgium, had gone to Paris to gain more experience of nightlife before taking a French ship homeMeeting at a far corner of the earth, they became good friends at once, discussing the foreign threats and internal turmoil of their motherland, wishing they could return immediately to serve herThe ship moved ever so slowly, while homesickness welled up in everyone's heart and yearned for releaseThen suddenly from heaven knows where appeared two sets of mahjong, the Chinese national pastime, said to be popular in America as wellThus, playing mahjong not only had a down-home flavour to it but was also in tune with world trendsAs luck would have it, there were more than enough people to set up two tables of shop mahjong
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She has got a beautiful colour since she has been here
I noticed that the old men did not lose any time in coming and sitting near her when we sat downShe is so sweet with old people, I think they all fell in love with her on the spotEven my old man succumbed and did not contradict her, but gave me double share insteadI got him on the subject of the legends, and he went off at once into a sort of sermonI must try to remember it and put it down
"It be all fool-talk, lock, stock, and barrel, that's what it be and nowt elseThese bans an' wafts an' boh-ghosts an' bar-guests an' bogles an' all anent them is only fit to set bairns an' dizzy women a'belderin'They be nowt but air-blebsThey, an' all grims an' signs an' warnin's, be all invented by parsons an' illsome berk-bodies an' railway touters to skeer an' scunner hafflin's, an' to get folks to do somethin' that they don't other incline toIt makes me ireful to think o' themWhy, it's them that, not content with printin' lies on paper an' preachin' them out of pulpits, does want to be cuttin' them on the tombstonesLook here all around you in what airt ye willAll them steans, holdin' up their heads as well as they can out of their pride, is acant, simply tumblin' down with the weight o' the lies wrote on them, 'Here lies the body' or 'Sacred to the memory' wrote on all of them, an' yet in nigh half of them there bean't no bodies at all, an' the memories of them bean't cared a pinch of snuff about, much less sacredLies all of them, nothin' but lies of one kind or another! My gog, but it'll be a quare scowderment at the Day of Judgment when they come tumblin' up in their death-sarks, all jouped together an' trying' to drag their tombsteans with them to prove how good they was, some of them trimmlin' an' dithering, with their hands that dozzened an' slippery from lyin' in the sea that they can't even keep their gurp o' them
I could see from the old fellow's self-satisfied air and the way in which he looked round for the approval of his cronies that he was "showing off," so I put in a word to keep him goingSwales, you can't be seriousSurely these tombstones are not all wrong?"
"Yabblins! There may be a poorish few not wrong, savin' where they make out the people too good, for there be folk that do think a balm-bowl be like the sea, if only it be their ownThe whole thing be only liesYou come here a stranger, an' you see this kirkgarth
I nodded, for I thought it better to assent, though I did not quite understand his dialectI knew it had something to do with the church
He went on, "And you consate that all these steans be aboon folk that be haped here, snod an' snog?" I assented again"Then that be just where the lie comes inWhy, there be scores of these laybeds that be toom as old Dun's 'baccabox on Friday night
He nudged one of his companions, and they all laughed"And, my gog! How could they be otherwise? Look at that one, the aftest abaft the bier-bank, read it!"
I went over and read, "Edward Spencelagh, master mariner, murdered by pirates off the coast of Andres, April, 1854, age 30Swales went on,
"Who brought him home, I wonder, to hap him here? Murdered off the coast of Andres! An' you consated his body lay under! Why, I could name ye a dozen whose bones lie in the Greenland seas above," he pointed northwards, "or where the currants may have drifted themThere be the steans around yeYe can, with your young eyes, read the small print of the lies from hereThis Braithwaite Lowery, I knew his father, lost in the Lively off Greenland in '20, or Andrew Woodhouse, drowned in the same seas in 1777, or John Paxton, drowned off Cape Farewell a year later, or old John Rawlings, whose grandfather sailed with me, drowned in the Gulf of Finland in '50Do ye think that all these men will have to make a rush to Whitby when the trumpet sounds? I have me antherums aboot it! I tell ye that when they got here they'd be jommlin' and jostlin' one another that way that it 'ud be like a fight up on the ice in the old days, when we'd be at one another from daylight to dark, an' tryin' to tie up our cuts by the aurora borealis This was evidently local pleasantry, for the old man cackled over it, and his cronies joined in with gusto
"But," I said, "surely you are not quite correct, for you start on the assumption that all the poor people, or their spirits, will have to take their tombstones with them on the Day of JudgmentDo you think that will be really necessary?"
"Well, what else be they tombstones for? Answer me that, miss!"
"To please their relatives, I suppose
"To please their relatives, you suppose!" This he said with intense scorn"How will it pleasure their relatives to know that lies is wrote over them, and that everybody in the place knows that they be lies?"
He pointed to a stone at our feet which had been laid down as a slab, on which the seat was rested, close to the edge of the cliff"Read the lies on that thruff-stone," he said
The letters were upside down to me from where I sat, but Lucy was more opposite to them, so she leant over and read, "Sacred to the memory of George Canon, who died, in the hope of a glorious resurrection, on July 29, 1873, falling from the rocks at KettlenessThis tomb was erected by his sorrowing mother to her dearly beloved shop son
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Flesh and blood could not do otherwise,? said Simeon?Woe unto the world because of offences, but woe unto them through whom the offence cometh
?Would not even you, sir, do the same, in my place??
?I pray that I be not tried,? said Simeon; ?the flesh is weak
?I think my flesh would be pretty tolerable strong, in such a case,? said Phineas, stretching out a pair of arms like the sails of a windmill?I an?t sure, friend George, that I shouldn?t hold a fellow for thee, if thee had any accounts to settle with him
?If man should ever resist evil,? said Simeon, ?then George should feel free to do it now: but the leaders of our people taught a more excellent way; for the wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God; but it goes sorely against the corrupt will of man, and none can receive it save they to whom it is givenLet us pray the Lord that we be not tempted
?And so I do,? said Phineas; ?but if we are tempted too much?why, let them look out, that?s all
?It?s quite plain thee wasn?t born a Friend,? said Simeon, smiling?The old nature hath its way in thee pretty strong as yet
To tell the truth, Phineas had been a hearty, two-fisted backwoodsman, a vigorous hunter, and a dead shot at a buck; but, having wooed a pretty Quakeress, had been moved by the power of her charms to join the society in his neighborhood; and though he was an honest, sober, and efficient member, and nothing particular could be alleged against him, yet the more spiritual among them could not but discern an exceeding lack of savor in his developments
?Friend Phineas will ever have ways of his own,? said Rachel Halliday, smiling; ?but we all think that his heart is in the right place, after all
?Well,? said George, ?isn?t it best that we hasten our flight??
?I got up at four o?clock, and came on with all speed, full two or three hours ahead of them, if they start at the time they plannedIt isn?t safe to start till dark, at any rate; for there are some evil persons in the villages ahead, that might be disposed to meddle with us, if they saw our wagon, and that would delay us more than the waiting; but in two hours I think we may ventureI will go over to Michael Cross, and engage him to come behind on his swift nag, and keep a bright lookout on the road, and warn us if any company of men come onMichael keeps a horse that can soon get ahead of most other horses; and he could shoot ahead and let us know, if there were any dangerI am going out now to warn Jim and the old woman to be in readiness, and to see about the horseWe have a pretty fair start, and stand a good chance to get to the stand before they can come up with usSo, have good courage, friend George; this isn?t the first ugly scrape that I?ve been in with thy people,? said Phineas, as he closed the door
?Phineas is pretty shrewd,? said Simeon?He will do the best that can be done for thee, George
?All I am sorry for,? said George, ?is the risk to you
?Thee?ll much oblige us, friend George, to say no more about thatWhat we do we are conscience bound to do; we can do no other wayAnd now, mother,? said he, turning to Rachel, ?hurry thy preparations for these friends, for we must not send them away fasting
And while Rachel and her children were busy making corn-cake, and cooking ham and chicken, and hurrying on the et ceteras of the evening meal, George and his wife sat in their little room, with their arms folded about each other, in such talk as husband and wife have when they know that a few hours may part them forever
?Eliza,? said George, ?people that have friends, and houses, and lands, and money, and all those things can?t love as we do, who have nothing but each otherTill I knew you, Eliza, no creature had loved me, but my poor, heart-broken mother and sisterI saw poor Emily that morning the trader carried her offShe came to the corner where I was lying asleep, and said, ?Poor George, your last friend is goingWhat will become of you, poor boy?? And I got up and threw my arms round her, and cried and sobbed, and she cried too; and those were the last kind words I got for ten long years; and my heart all withered up, and felt as dry as ashes, till I met youAnd your loving me,?why, it was almost like raising one from the dead! I?ve been a new man ever since! And now, Eliza, I?ll give my last drop of blood, but they shall not take you from meWhoever gets you must walk over my dead body
?O, Lord, have mercy!? said Eliza, sobbing?If he will only let us get out of this country together, that is all we ask
?Is God on their side?? said George, speaking less to his wife than pouring out his own bitter thoughts?Does he see all they do? Why does he let such things happen? And they tell us that the Bible is on their side; certainly all the power isThey are rich, and healthy, and happy; they are members of churches, expecting to go to heaven; and they get along so easy in the world, and have it all their own way; and poor, honest, faithful Christians,?Christians as good or better than they,?are lying in the very dust under their feetThey buy ?em and sell ?em, and make trade of their heart?s blood, and groans and tears,?and God lets them
?Friend George,? said Simeon, from the kitchen, ?listen to this Psalm; it may do thee shop good
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